بینظیر

• تمام صوبوں کی زنجیر تھے ہم 

         ہاں اس ملک کی تقدیر تھے ہم

     

     للکار کے اس شان سے مقتل کو گیۓ 

        لوگ کہتے ہیں بینظیر تھے ہم 

BIOGRAPHY OF BENAZIR BHUTTO...

"We should dig the grave of zia-ul-haq and ask why did he give us gift of talibaan" Asima sherazi

       
            This was my first chance to listen to a leading journalist and anchor live. I was expecting a typical talk like they do on t.v. she started of by accepting the fact that they speak half truth on televisions because they are afraid of the consequences of speaking the whole truth. She later told that she is being given life threats. She was quite open on different facts and what made me her fan was that she was speaking against army in-front of retired army person who was the speaker there and was invited for a special talk and presentation.

            I quote  "we talk about politician's corruption, but we don't talk about army's corruption.we want to make politician's pay for their mistakes but we can not criticize army. We talk about all the budgets and their errors but we cannot even have a look at defence budget. We stand against politicians but we are not allowed to stand against the Holy Cows (army). We question Asif Zardari but we cannot bring Musharraf in court. We have been accusing politicians for breaking the country but let me tell you it was army who did that, we need to tell our kids the truth, the full truth not the half truth that we have been speaking for centuries. But let me tell you   , If we don't set ourselves straight then we may lose balochistan, and this time we won't accuse those who have been accused wrongly, but we would hold the necks of those who are murdering balochis and these are not politicians. If politicians make mistakes then we would question them but at least those who governed this country for more than 40 years should also be questioned. We should dig the grave of zia-ul-haq and ask why did he give us gift of talibaan. I am not saying that politicians are always right but at least they governed less and gave something but army men they governed more and only put Pakistan on back foot. I know that media brought a positive change and played a crucial role in bringing democracy to Pakistan but accept that we don't show people what they should see. We are making rumours the headlines and breaking news, we want people to believe rumours and like them and respond them. We are not doing right.We do it just to earn ratings and money, shame on us"

           Every word coming out of her mouth was being responded with clapping from the youth of Pakistan probably because me and many other minds had similar thoughts and to my surprise some retired army men were also appreciating the full truth. Her words were making my belief strong that Pakistan is changing, and we started speaking and appreciating truth. And I believe truthful people are those who bring change.

Shajri's medical camp at Muharram procession

I have attended many free medical camps and arranged some of them by myself. but this camp sort of set-up was different in many  aspects.I am using the word "sort-of" because it was not a routine type of a medical camp where we sit, make slips and give medicines for different diseases. It was a camp where only trauma patients were treated, or should I say self inflicted trauma patients, obviously they had their own reasons for giving injuries to themselves. To cut it short SHAJRI's medical department arranged the medical camp for Shiite mourners of  Muharram at gagri, a village in Islamabad on 14th dec.2011.

I will share a short summary of that medical camp.

• Almost 25 people were treated.
• Mostly there were back injuries.
• One patient presented with scalp laceration, was bleeding profusely and he was just 15 years of age, later somebody told me that he did that intentionally.(may be for more reward) 
• Stitch was also applied on one person, his wound was wide open and was bleeding continuously.
• 11 years old kid also came with the wound on his back after mourning.
• A 70 years old man's wounds were also cleaned.

      Apart from witnessing the mourning live, two things that astonished me most were the extremes of ages. As I mentioned a boy of 11 years and an old man of 70 years. well apart from the differences, I gotta accept the passion in these people. 

      At the place of camp an old man almost of 80 joined us. I was told that this man used to cut himself even after the age of 75.I asked about that and he told "when these young men start cutting themselves, my soul burns and I want to cut myself badly but my body does not allow me". And truth was evident from his firm fist and the tone in which he was talking. Later he showed some light on history of Karbala. He mentioned that even he keeps on forgetting the names of  his grandsons but still he remembers these key points.

      Hospitality, respect, gratitude was the response of those people in answer to our efforts.I was accompanied by a paramedic, one shajri volunteer,few local volunteers.Overall it was great experience.

     

www.shajri.org

زندگی وہ نہیں ہو گی

زندگی کی انجانی راہوں پر

ان بے رحم سی گزرگاہوں پر

چند برس پہلے

غم جان کا سفر

اجنبیت سے بھرپور

حیرت سے لبریز

جب شروع ہوا تو گمان میں بھی نہ تھا

کے

اتنی مستیوں اور البیلی رتوں کے بیچ سے

ہوتا ہوا یہ سفر

اک دن  ختم ہو گا تو

زندگی وہ  نہیں  ہو گی

جو ہمیشہ سے تھی

چہکتی ، شور مچاتی

...............اٹھکھیلیاں  کرتی 

•  چپ رہنا اور محبّت کیے جانا 

           بس ان کودیکھنا اور دیکھتے چلے  جانا

عید ہم بھی منائیں گے

                 ہاں کر لو تم قربانی

         لو حاضر ہے میری گردن 

       بس عرض صرف اتنی ہے

    ہو مجھ سے جو تمہیں  حاصل

            کچھ ان کو بھی دے دینا 

         جو سال کے بہت سے دن

             اس آس پے جیتے ہیں

                 یہ دن جب آیے گا"

            "عید ہم بھی منائیں گ  

CHRONIC KIDNEY DISEASE (CKD)

ہاے CKD کی complication  

book میں ہر چیز ہی ہے mention 

دنیا جہاں کی کرائی جاتی ہیں 

ہیں بلا کی  investigation 

بری مشکل سے کیا correct  , anemia 

کیسے کریں اب  ٹھیک  dysfunction ,  erectile 

diuretic , ACE-I اور  verapamil 

یہ approach ہے  renoprotection ,  in 

insulin , gluconate اور  resins  سے                                                                                                                

کی ہم نے potassium کی correction 

phosphate binder اور calcitriol دیتے ہیں 

کسی کام کا نہیں ہے restriction , dietary

gentamycin دھیان سے دینی ہے 

dialysis کے بعد ہے haemofilteration 

سوچا تھا ختم ہو گیا  CKD  اب لیکن 

dialysis کی ہیں اتنی لمبی  complication

خدا پوچھے تمہیں Clark اور  Kumar 

اتنا  رٹے کے بعد لکھ دی Transplantation 

just showing frustration that developed during studying chronic kidney disease.....i was banging my head...and i cudnt understand it well.....kumar n clark gave too much of detail...just beyond my capabilities.....so thought to make fun of it...:D

رسوائی

• یا رب کوئی بتلاے، کیسی یہ کمائی ہے 

         اس عمر میں رسوائی کیسی یہ خدائی ہے

       دو وقت کی روٹی اور ذلّت ہے بلا کی بس

      اس وقت کے لئے ہم نے اک عمر گنوائی ہے

http://www.dawn.com/2011/10/20/19th-day-of-protest-railways-fails-to-pay-salary-pension-to-all.html

نصرت بھٹو

• صعوبتیں  ، اذیتیں ، مصیبتیں تمام عمر

زندگی ایسے ہی نایاب کیا کرتی ہے

کرنل قدافی

•                پہلے ہمارے لئے اب ہم پے اٹھے 

                          یہ ہاتھ دیکھے دیکھے  سے لگتے ہیں

     

•               کبھی ہم انہی گلیوں سے خود تھے گزرے 

                         جہاں سے آج ہمیں تقد یر نے گزارا ہے

     

     

•                اک عمر گزاری ہے  ان کے سجدے میں 

                  ذرا سا سر جو اٹھایا تو برا ماں گیے

                     

   

ایک شعر

           

                                                                 کاش یہ آخری پل تھم جائیں 

                                                                 

                                                                 یا مجھے نہ یاد رہے کچھ آج کے بعد

اشعار

•     اتنی مختصر تھی کہانی اپنی 

              چند برس کا ساتھ اور بس

       

•     کچھ ہی  دن تیرے ساتھ کے اور پھر

             تا حد نظر تنہائیوں کے گہرے ساۓ

•     کبھی ہم ہی تھے زندگی میں تیری

       

              اور اب ہمارا وجود ہی پرایا ٹھہرا 

جگجیت.....ایک آواز

دلوں میں تیری آواز کی گونج
مدھر سی
اداسی بھرتی
کسی کے مسکرانے کی
مسکرا کے غم چھپانے کی
کسی کے دور جانے کی
سندیسیسوں کے نہ ملنے کی
 نشے میں ڈگمگانے کی
وو چاند پے  پریوں کی
کہانیاں سب بچپن کی
 یہ
 اور ایسے
ہزاروں لفظوں کی

کچھ ایسے چھوڑ کے گیے
تم
کے بس
جگ جیت گیے

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fl1itTepYDs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTelbtXfW5Q

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GV9GZhLtjX8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOzxobSJ8rc

چند اشعار

•   محفلیں؛ مسکراہتیں؛ یہ سامنے کی خوشیاں

            کیا نہیں کرتے غم دل چھپانے کے لئے

•     سنا ہے وو عدالت انصاف کی ہو گی

             اے غم تجھے پوچھیں گے حشر کے دن

•     تمام عمر ہم نے ایک ہی کاروبار کیا    

              زندگی کے سارے غم خرید ڈالے

adatain badalnay main....

adatain badalnay main....
zakhm sab bharnay main....
gir kay phir sambhalnay main..........

koi apna jab....itnay saray barsoon baad.....

ik pal main tanha kar ja'ay.....

tau zindagi main anay main....
khud ko phir se paanay main.....

ik umar beet jaati hay...

adatain badalnay main....

WaQt BoHt KaM HaY

kusch dinon se zindagi ik bemaza si cheez lag rahi hay....kasiay ham zindagi ki lambi line main lagtay hain aur phir dortay chalay jatay hain....hamain kuch pata nae hota ham kidhr ja rahay hain....ham boht si galyoon aur sarkoon se guzartay hain....boht se logoon se miltay hain....hamain logoon se aur logoon ko ham se mohabbat ho jati hay.....ham zindagi se pyaar karnay lagtay hain....aur jab hamain wo sab kuch milnay lagta hay ya mil chuka hota hay tau ham iss zindagi ko chor kay agli manzil ki taraf chal partay hain...

gathering of people around the dead body of Brig Sanaullah khan at army grave yard rawalpindi

..

aur ham manoon matti kay neechay daba diye jatay hain...jis kay ooper hamaray chahnay walay boht pakki pakki qabrain banatay hain....aur phir hamain akailay chor kay chalay jatay hain...sari baatein dunya main chor jatay hain....sab get togethers...sab parties....sab kaam...sab dost....parents.....sab kuch jis ka poori zindagi ham khyaal kartay hain aur inn se aik pal ki doori bhi bardasht nae kartay....

ham maut ki haqeeqat se itnay door ho kay na janay kin bhool bhulayoon main bhatkay jatay hain....

shayad aaj main bhi ye baatein na likh raha hota agar main bhi aik qabristaan se roz na guzarta. hota

A grave yard in rawalpindi 

....dooor tak qabroon ka aik lamba silsila.....ye log bhi kabhi zameen kay ooper htay hoon gay....subah tayaar ho kay kaam pe jatay hoon gay...inn main se bhi koi doctor ho ga...koi engineer ho ga...koi riikshaw driver ho ga....kisi kay ghar partyaan hoti hoon gi...kisi ko dostoon ka boht khyaal hota ho ga....

mera guzar jab bhi inn qabroon se hota hay....na janay ku mjhay shiddat se iss baat ka ehsaaas hota hay kay....main bhi tau unn jaisa aik insaan hoon....mjhay bhi marna hay....waqt meray liye bhi boht kam reh gya hay.....mgar jab qabristaan khtam hota hay....main bhi unhi bhool bhulayoon main bhtak jata hoon aur ye bhool jata hoon kay main ne bhi marna hay.......

BRig SanaUllah...KhAn

brig(R) Sanaullah khan

Judai ham ne daikhi hay......
bicharnay se bhi wakif hain....

boht se jism ham ne bhi...
qabar main aap utaray hain....

magar jo aaj guzra hay....
anokha dard hay iss ka.....

na janay ku mjhay ehsaas...
anjana sa hay iss ka.....

rawayyoon main hamaray ku...
boht hain iztaraab ab bhi...

hamain sasti ku lagti hay kisi ki jaan itni bhi.....

mY NatIOn.....UNbEATAbLe...:)

LAHORE: Doctors at the Shaikh Zayed Hospital carried out a successful cadaveric liver transplant on Friday.

The cadaveric liver (a liver from someone who has died) was donated by Mohammad Arsalan, a 16-year-old 10th class student of Muslim Town. He was admitted to the hospital with multiple injuries he had suffered in a road accident.

The 12-hour long transplant was done on a 40-year-old patient from Sialkot. His condition is said to be stable.

The surgery was conducted by a team of surgeons headed by Prof Dr Muhammad Tufail. Other members were: Dr Muhammad Shafi, Dr Amir Latif, Dr Tariq Bangash, Dr Haroon Majeed, Dr Umar Ali and Dr Ihtezaz Hussain. Shaikh Zayed Hospital’s former chairman Prof Dr Anwar A. Khan also assisted the surgeons.

The operation had started at 6pm on Thursday and ended at 6am on Friday.

It was the fourth liver transplant performed in Pakistan. The three previous surgeries were carried by foreign doctors — two in Karachi six years ago and one in Lahore in April 2006.

Arsalan had been admitted to the hospital three days ago. He died of his wounds in the hospital’s intensive care unit late on
Thursday night.

Arsalan’s father Naveed Anjum told the surgeons that his son had pledged to donate his liver.

(article copied from WWW.dawn.com ...august 13,2011)




adding more to it.....this kid was a very intelligent kid...got good grades and was involved in extra-curricular activities also...


one day in the state of fasting he asked his parents...if i die what will you do....they were astonished by the question...but he kept on asking....then at the end of conversation he said to his parents..."if i die don't cry....donate my organs"...he met an accident after few days...remained in vegetative state for days and finally their parents decided to donate his full liver to some one else....ist of its kind in Pakistan.....prime minister visited his home and he named the dapertment of that hospital after that kid's name
http://www.allvoices.com/contributed-news/10247213-liver-transplant-center-named-after-arsalan-the-first-liver-donor


...and her mother requested that she wanna continue the mission of organ donation....


leaving all the discussions i just wanna say that..........my nation is unbeatable....name us anything but we would give you unbeatable...whether from kids or from grown ups..:)

uN Ki eID

har baar ki tarha iss baar bhi meray kapray nayay thay.....eid se kuch din pehlay hi sari tayyarian shuru ho gai thi....subah meethay main kia khain gay...bachoon ki eidi ka bhi intzaam ho gya tha....nayay nayay note bankoon se nikalwa liye gayay thay....eid kay din nashtay,  lunch aur dinner kay menu bhi ban gayay thay....ye bhi decide ho gya tha kay kis waqt ka khana kahan khana hay...

sab nayay nayay kapray pehnay eid parhnay bhi pohnch gayay....laikin har baar ki tarha iss baar bhi jab ham eid ki nimaaz parh kay bahar niklay...tau kuch bachay phir pichli eid ki tarha haath phailay...ganday kapray pehnay...bghair meetha kha'ay...masjid kay bahir kharay thay.....aur ham se apni eidi ki bheek mang rahay thay...

aur ham har baar ki tarha unn se bach bach kay nikal rahay thay...unn se eid milna tau door ki baat unn k qareeb se guzarna bhi hamain gawara nae tha....unn main se kisi kay maan baap hoon gay nae tau kisi kay iss qabil nae hoon gay kay unhain eid ki wo khushyaan day sakain jo eid parh kay nikalnay walay baaki bachoon ko mayassar thi....kia ham uss main se jo kay hamain kisi ne dia hay inn bachoon ki eidi nae bana saktay.....kia ham unhain galay nae laga saktay...

hamari aik baaat...aik harkat....un ki hasrat bhari eid ko asal eid main badal sakti hay....

SUnnAH And EiD

The effort has been made only for sake of Allah Almighty, so the error was of mine but Allah Almighty Knows the best. If i wronged, I pray to Almighty Allah "Our Lord! We have wronged ourselves. If You forgive us not, and bestow not upon us Your Mercy, we shall certainly be of the losers" [Al Quran, Surah Al-Araf, Chapter 7, Verse No. 23]

Zakat-ul-Fitr is Obligatory: Narrated Ibn Umar: Allah's Apostle enjoined the payment of one Sa' of dates or one Sa' of barley as Zakat-ul-Fitr on every Muslim slave or free, male or female, young or old, and he ordered that it be paid before the people went out to offer the 'Id prayer. (One Sa' = 3 Kilograms approx.) [Sahih Bukhari: Volume 2, Book 25, Number 579]

Prophet ate dates before for Eid ul Fitr prayer: Narrated Anas bin Malik: Allah's Apostle never proceeded (for the prayer) on the Day of 'Id-ul-Fitr unless he had eaten some dates. Anas also narrated: The Prophet used to eat odd number of dates.
[Sahih Bukhari: Volume 2, Book 15, Number 73] and [Tirmidhi Hadith No. 543]
“And he would not eat on the day of Adha until he prayed”[Tirmidhi Hadith No. 542]



Women were ordered going out to Eid Prayers: Narrated Um 'Atiya: We were ordered to bring out our menstruating women and veiled women in the religious gatherings and invocation of Muslims on the two 'Id festivals. These menstruating women were to keep away from their Musalla. A woman asked, "O Allah's Apostle ' What about one who does not have a veil?" He said, "Let her share the veil of her companion." [Sahih Bukhari: Volume 1, Book 8, No. 347] and other references: [Bukhari Vol. 1 No. 321, Vol. 2 No. 88, 91, 96, 97, Muslim No. 1932 to 1934, Abu Dawud No. 1136 to 1138, Ibn Majah No. 1307, Tirmidhi No. 539, 540, Nasai No. 1559, 1560]

No Naffil or Sunnah before or after Eid prayers: Narrated Ibn Abbas: The Prophet offered a two Rakat prayer on the Day of Id ul Fitr and he did not pray before or after it. Then he went towards women along with Bilal and ordered them to pay alms and so they started giving their earrings and necklaces (in charity). [Sahih Bukhari: Volume 2, Book 15, No. 81] and other references: [Sahih Bukhari Vol. 2 No. 104, Sahih Muslim no. 1935, Ibn Majah No. 1273, Nasai No. 1588, Abu Dawud No. 1159, Tirmidhi No. 537]


The prayers for both Ids take place before the Khutbah: Narrated 'Abdullah bin Umar: Allah's Apostle used to offer the prayer of 'Id-ul-Adha and 'Id-ul-Fitr and then deliver the Khutba after the prayer.
[Sahih Bukhari: Volume 2, Book 15, No. 77] and other references:
[Sahih Bukhari V2 No. 76 to 80, 92, 95, V6 No. 418, Sahih Muslim No. 1923 to 1926, 1930, Sunan
An-Nasai No. 1565, 1570, Sunan Ibn Majah No. 1273]




 No Adhan No Iqama for Eid prayers: Jabir b. 'Abdullah reported: “I observed prayer with the Messenger of Allah on the 'Id day. He commenced with prayer before the sermon without Adhan and Iqama. ….” [Sahih Muslim: Book 4, Number 1926] and other references: [Sahih Bukhari V2 No. 78, Sahih Muslim No. 1927, Sunan An-Nasai No. 1563, Ibn Majah No. 1274, Tirmidhi No. 532, Abu Dawud No. 1146, 1148]



 The Takbir During the Two Eid: It was reported from Ibn Shihab, from Urwah from Aishah that the Messenger of Allah would say the Takbir on (Eid) Al-Fitr and Al-Adha seven times in the first (Rakah) and five times in the second.
[Sunan Abu Dawud: Hadith No. 1149]
He said: without counting the two Takbirs of Ruku. [Sunan Abu Dawud: Hadith No. 1150]

Both Takbirs before recitation: Amr bin Shu'aib reported from his father, from his grandfather that the Prophet said "There should be seven Takbirs in the first (Rakah) of Al-Fitr, and five in the second. And the recitation should be after them" [Sunan Abu Dawud, V1 No. 1151] and other references:[Sunan Ibn Majah, Vol. 2, No. 1277, Jami At-Tirmidhi, Vol. 1 No. 536]


Choice whether to sit and listen to Eid Khutbah: It was narrated from Abdullah bin As Sa'ib: The Prophet (peace be upon him) offered the Eid prayer and said:"We are going to deliver a Khutbah, so whoever wishes to sit may sit, and whoever wishes to leave may leave" [Sunan Ibn Majah Vol. 2 Hadith No. 1290, Sunan Abu Dawud Vol. 1 Hadith No. 1155, Sunan An- Nasai Vol. 1 No. 1572]


After the Eid Prayer, Prophet returned by different route: Narrated Jabir bin 'Abdullah: On the Day of 'Id the Prophet used to return (after offering the 'Id prayer) through a way different from that by which he went.
[Sahih Bukhari: Volume 2, Book 15, No. 102] and other references:
[Ibn Majah: Hadith No. 1301, Tirmidhi: Hadith No. 541, Abu Dawud: Hadith No. 1156]


Note: The references for Sahih Bukhari and Sahih Muslim are from the web: [http://www.usc.edu/schools/college/crcc/engagement/resources/texts/muslim/hadith/] [Accessed on Swedish local time at 18.35 on dated 2010-09-08]
And the other references are from:

Sunan Abu Dawud: First Edition July’08, Sunan Ibn Majah: First Edition June’07, Sunan An-Nasai:
First Edition December’07, Jami At-Tirmidhi: First Edition November’07, Maktaba Dar-us-salam, Riyadh, Saudi Arabia


content taken from...:- http://www.scribd.com/doc/37112149/Sunnah-During-Eid-ul-Fitr-and-Adha-according-to-Authentic-Hadith

Ham KiA haIN

hamaray rawayyoon se na janay kyoon bardasht khatam ho gai hay....ham aik doosray ko ku katnay ko dortay hain....hamain apna aap kay ilawa koi cheez pasand nai ati....koi aisi baat kar day jo hamaray mutabik ghalat ho tau ham usay bilkul suntay nae...pata nae hamari zindagyoon main doosray ka wajood ku itna hakeer ho gya hay.......janwar bhi apni specie ka khyaal rakhtay hain...magar ham tau unn se bhi badtar htay ja rahayhain..

kal rawalpindi food street main iftari kay liye jana tha...and signal pe traffic jam thi...ku kay iftari ka waqt tha....kuch larkay apni apni garyoon se utar kay traffic rawaan karnay ki koshish main thay....khair itni dair main aik khan sahab ayay...aur unhoo ne roknay kay bjay taqreeban uss larkay kay ooper charha di...ab larai start ho gai....donoon dast-o-gareebaan ho gayay....pass kay log chura rahay thay..jab uss larkay ko side pe kia gaya tau wo door se dorta hua aya aur uss ne uss almost apni baap ki age kay banday ko face pe (jis kay ooper darhi bhi thi) chanta day maara....khair larai tau rafa dafa ho hi gai.....

laikin sochnay ki baat ye hay kay ham har shobay main aisay hi hain....bardasht hamaray andar khtm ho gai hay....ham aisi choti baatoon pe lartay hain...road pe...shops pe...khailtay huay...schools main...colleges main.... parliaments main...aur doosray mulkoon main ja kay unn ko maar kay...

larai aik gali ki ho ya jang 2 mulkoon ki....ye aik rawayya hay...jo kay khatarnak hay...ye baatsach hay kay insan k genes main ye khaami hay...laikin iss pe qaboo pana zaroori hay...

bardasht karna aman ka paish klhaima hay....jis muashray se bardasht khatam ho jati hay wahan se aman sakoon insaaf bhi chala jata hay....aur zindagi ko jnnat se jahannum bannay main zada dair nae lagti..........

LahOre

safar ka agaaz zara dair se hua...kuch ghair mukawako halaat bh ajatay hain kabhi kabhi...khair safar stat hua tau mausam aisa suhana ho gya kay jis ki ummed na thi. aik dil se bas arzoo nikli thi kay Allah karay mausam acha ho...ku kay august ka maheena aur phr lahore ki garmi...sonay pe suhaga...

khair kabhi badal.kabhi barish aur kabhi thoro boht dhoop

.....ye sab cheezain hamsafar thi...iss kay saath saath internet ki sahooliyaat bhi mayassar thi..aur facebooking k bghair tau jaisay banda adhoora h hay...kuch puranay new banday add kiye..block list edit hui...

sab se interesting baat tab hui jab ham pindi bhatyaan thehray gas k liye and udhr aik tuck shop pe meray kapray istri lkiye gayay...and ladies washroom main ghuss kay main ne apna libas pehna..aur tayyari ki...asian medical association pakistan ki meeting thi...koi mazak thorai tha..:P

khair safar aik baar phi shuru hua...laikin mausam tau boht hi mehrbaan tha aj ham pe...khair khuda khuda kar kay lahore main entry mari..ab kisay khabar kay MM alam road kis konay main pai jati hay....bas yei pata tha kay ye koi aik ghanta lagay ga pohnchanay main....aik chowk pe police walay hazarat se poocha unhoon ne guide kia khair...chaltay chalatay...abhi ham MM alam road pe pohnchay bhi nae thay k xiwang restaurent nazar aya..(ham ne bhi isi nam k restaurent main jana tha..:P) khair ham ne road ka janay bghair entry maaar di hotel main....n shuu ho gayay reseration talash karnay AMSA ki....ooper wali manzil pe bhi ham gayay....aur na janay kis maqsad kay liye ayay huay aik joray se ham ne poochay k bhai aap amsa k tau nae...:P

udhar se moon ki khanay kay baad...ham MM alam ki taraf chalay...bhooltay poochtay ham pohnch gayay...khair main tab pohncha jab sab kuch ho chuka tha...iftari ka time hi tha almost...seedhay RC maryam kay sar pe...k i m Omer kazi..khair seat inayat ki gai...iftari hui..khanay peenay k baad kuch kaam ki baatein and chutti....

ab masla darpaish ayay kay rehaish kahan pazeeri jay........lahore ka canal road ka ird gird kay kaaafi ilaqa chaan lainay kay baad....hamain johr town main aik hotel mayassar aaa hi gya.....jitna gur dala...matlab achay kkhasay paisay diye....room uss lehaaz se fit tha.......

qari sudais sab haq tv pe nimaz-e-taraweeh kay saath nazar arahay hain...and main ye soch raha hoon kay har ramzaan ki tarah iss baar bhi main apni bakhshish nae kara saka..:(...pata nae agla ramzn mjhauy naseeb bhi ho ga kay nae....

hazaRooN khwAhishaIn

insaan zindagi main boht kuch chahta hay...and boht si cheezoon ko paanay kay liye khaloos kay saath koshish bhi karta hay....wo apnay aap ko rab kay huzoor bhi paish karta hay....aur rab se apni khwahish ki takmeel kay liye girgira kay mangta bhi hay

...din raat usi baat kay liye sota jagta hay....uthtay bethtay aik hi cheez ka khyaal hota hay....yahaan tak kay uss ki sari zindagi usi aik maqsad kay hasool kay liye reh jati hay..aur phir bhi wo usay hasil na kar pa'ay...???

kia ye bhi mumkin hay???

gee...insaan jab ye sab kuch kar raha hota hay...tau wo ye bhool jata hay kay aik aisi hasti bhi maojood hay kay jo uss se 70 maoon se bhi zada pyaar karti hay

...aur jis se wo aik cheez ki farmaish baar baar kar raha hay wo uss kay liye theek bhi hay kay nae...agar aik bacha aik maan se aisi chez ki farmaish karay jo uss key liye theek nae laikin wo uss kay liye utni hi zid karay ga jitni aik insaan kisi cheez ki khwahish kay liye karta hay...laikin agr aik maan bachay ki wo khwahish poori nae karay gi....jo iss bachay k liye theek nae tau 70 maoon kay barabar pyaar karnay wali hasti kaisay wo khwaahish poori honay day di.........

Allah insan ko mukhtalif tareekoon se azmaata hay....unn main se aik baat dua ko uss tareekay se qabool na karna hay jiss tarha ham mangtay hain....aur dua kay qabool na hnay ki soorat main Allah se gila shikwa karna eemaan ki kamzori ki alaamat hay....Allah dua zaroor poori karta hay magar wo aisi cheez kisi banday kay liye qabool nae kar sakta jo uss kay liye theek nae...


insaan ko jaldbaaz kaha gya hay....insaan apnay pooray hoso hawas main bhi apnay buray bhalay ko itna nae jan sakta jitna uss ko paida karnay wala usay janta hay....

iss liye hamain har haal main shukar ada karna chahiye....aur jab ham Allah se mangtay hain tau uss pe bharoosay bhi karna chahiye kay wo jo karay ga theek karay ga....

"Alhamdulillah, zindagi jaisi bhi hay..boht se logoon se behtar hay..aur ye iss se kaheen zada buri ho sakti hay...main uss cheez kay liye Allah ka shukar ku na karoon jis se uss ne mjhay bachaya hua hay...bja'ay iss kay kay main uss baat kay liye nashukra ho jaoon jo us ne mjhay nae di n mjhay pta bhi nae hay k wo meray liye theek bhi hay kay nae"

KEeP SmILInG...YOu KillERs

My Karachi....the city of lights.

.is in the worst darkness of the time....fighting the war of its survival.....
no war was tough for my nation ever in history of my country....but now is the toughest challenge the green nation ever faced...its toughest not because we don't know how to fight it...we know very well and we can win this war..but its tough because we aren't fighting a direct enemy....we are fighting a war in which our enemies are apparently our friends....they kill us one day,

express news

 next day they came to see us all in blood,they show crocodile's tears,  they hold us and make us stand on our feet once again....they leave us and kill us again the next day.....we are being killed by our so called own friends...
that's why this is the toughest challenge ever faced by us....but we can defeat this by recognizing our real enemies....these are people who come to us wearing the masks of friendship...they sympathise and they disguise us....when they go back....they smile...

Only a killer can smile after seeing so much killings....only a killer would keep silence after watching all the blood shed....only a killer wouldn't do any thing even if he is powerful enough to do anything....

from expreess

external enemies are not the challenge for my nation...we are in a constant danger by internal enemies....sitting among us....smiling...they are the real challenge...because we are not seeing their true face...we cannot fight a war against unrecognised enemy...or an enemy with  a  friend's face...

from express

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this is the time to finish the war with pride, this blood would write the revenge soon, nature would cry soon, the oppressed will rise soon ..the moment we recognise the true cruelty behind these smiles and kill the real enemy...we will be in peace...if God forbid we failed...then there would be darkness...an endless darkness....

taken from Jang newspaper

how can they smile, where innocent people are killed every minute under their rule....SHAME on YOU...You are the killers...

 these are the parasites of our country because

 a real person wont let these flowers cry....

taken from Jang newspaper

We ArE IdiOTs

1- Pakistan's majority of educated youth from cities doesn't give vote....so the right to decide automatically shifts toward the feudal lords and vadairas and they cast the votes of their Mazaras (servants) or force them to vote for their choice...and they decide the fate of 18 crore....result is corruption and lawlessness.
2-Others vote on the basis of family trends....where 1 elder of family decides....taking the free right to vote from all others..and rest follow the respected man out of respect, result is alot of people give away right to vote.
3- The elder generation live too much in past....e.g. they cast vote on the basis of their ideal that has gone years ago...but they think  giving vote to their family members is same as giving vote to their ideal...famous example is of bhuttos....result is the generations of such big politicians don't work hard to improve people's condition, rather they carry their vote bank by presenting their fathers' or forefathers' pictures and politics.
4-Nation has  a very short term memory...they forget everything after few months...and the most corrupted people are forgiven...people famous for corruption can win the greatest powers just after few days.
5- We believe everything said to us on a compromised and sold media....so we are easily manipulated in anyway media people want...result is white can become black in blink of a second and nobody knows and they put in their trial only those who cannot afford to fight them....e.g you wont find them talking about army's corruption and wrong doings except those who served as presidents...when any journalist does that, he is found dead same or next day.
6-We didn't become a nation, we don't feel each other, result is our own brothers and sisters are being hurt everywhere. if we have felt it we would have stopped it in 1 way or the other.remember there is NEVER an excuse for not helping our people in such a situation...we have to PAY one day.
7-We follow the bandwagon and we don't have the courage to walk oppositely in a brave manner....result is that when all start doing wrong and go in wrong direction, they cannot be stopped in anyway.
8-We lack practicality.....we (I) just talk...but when we (I) are (is)  asked to come out of our (my) home to do something practically....most of us fail to do so..result is that we don't make an effective voice.
9- We are not sincere people all the time....we wait for a calamity or a disaster to behave like sincere people...rest of the days we are not sincere with our work, with country, with each other...
10- We lack patience....we want the results after minutes of effort....result is that we lose consistency and lose our target n stop working for it... biggest example of lack of patient can be observed in months of ramazan specially 2 hours before iftar....

We need to change our attitudes, our thinking, our direction, because we have time now...if we don't..we will suffer and God forbid damage become irreversible...the slightest example of this suffering is....

FigHTinG HarD

sitting idly in Air conditioned rooms  and doing nothing keeps us away from many realities of life....the real hard face of life, we often miss....and we stop thinking about the outer world that is cruel to the many people of our age and all they do is to stand still against the cruelty of life and they fight...

two opposite thoughts came into many minds, one is that they are given hard time by life and they are forced by many factors to do this and life is cruel..and things are not fit for them as they should be...and they would label it as child labour...or something...like that...

but then the real picture if we think deeply is...that life gave them the opportunity to face the world and its challenges at a very younger age....when i  sleep in my house they work in sun...when i spend parents' money, they earn their own money....when i am fed by my parents...they are feeding their parents....when i am waiting to get on my feet after years n years of parents' sacrifice...they are doing all that at this very moment...
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Above all they are hard working and sincere with whatever they are doing but I am just wasting time every now and then and taking my profession casually....

few may disagree but i don't think every child needs to study..note that here i want to say that they should get enough education that they can communicate and they shouldn't waste 12 years of education on conventional education they don't want to continue.....if they can do certain other things quite impressively other than studies....they should be put in that fields as quickly as possible....they would come out as legends of their fields....we put extra burden on their nerves for study thing..for which their minds are not made for....and an extra wastage of time also....

all we need to do is to sort kids out at early age according to their mental capabilities...divide them in different groups like who can study, who can work in different fields...and give them opportunities to work in their own groups and departments...
but they should be respected...kids working in workshops are precious too...like a medical student . like an engineering student....they should be given same environments....to work.

some may say that a poor country cannot do that all.....but i think a poor well planned country can do that easily...........all we have to do is to plan well....

CongeNital TeliPEs AQuinOvarUS

today was the OT day in Orthopaedic ward...after changing i went to OT (i don't know which was that) n sir sohail was with an old lady having complaint of rotator cough syndrome or impingement syndrome. sir gave her intrarticular injection. he was telling to the anaesthesiologist that there are 2 approaches for it....Anterior and posterior.....he did by posterior route....n he palpated a bony landmark (I cudnt listen to what he said because he speaks too low) and 1 inch below that landmark he inserted a needle in horizontly into the joint to counter inflammation....then he briefed us quite comprehensively......

frozen shoulder was also discussed.....

2nd case caught my attention as she was a nursery kid.....and had the condition called congenital telipes aquinovarus ( A type of clubfoot–talipes in which the foot is inverted with the load bearing falling on the lateral border.).....she was a cute kid, was talkative....one of our lady senior was giving her false promises to get over anxiety of OT and she even was promising candies.....she felt pain while application of Plaster of Peris.
she started a poem during that treatment....i took pictures and recorded video also...although a short 1 but still will give clue to what was happening there....before going to OT she was saying that her mama would take her to shopping this evening and she would buy red shoes...THOSE WERE BEAUTIFUL DAYS WHEN BUYING SHOES WAS THE WORLD'S GREATEST NEWS....I MISS THEM.
oh n when she was asked about her best friend she told about one of her mam :p she was cute little patient....

but another cute patient a female of 11 days only....she had same condition as above kid....she was also crying like anything....one of our batch mates noticed that her tears are not coming out.:p....she even passed stools. during treatment n sir said..."i was the target, like the target killing"..:p

Many notable people have been born with one or both feet in "clubbed" condition, including Roman emperor claudius,  football players steven gerrad...and many more.... 
a tibial fracture patient was there also.....cleaning of wound and un-stitching was done...left the wound open and then he would be treated with external fixation.... grades of open fracture were also discussed....

a day full of learning....

(some facts are copied from wikipaedia,, more interesting facts can be found on web)

A diFFerEnt IFtaR

Journey started, not unusually, means with laziness..:p and i wished i could have set my sails an hour before i actually left for Serena in Islamabad.....coz what happened was a great traffic at sehala railway crossing that took
more than half an hour....and people were waiting at kakpul....  anyway journey started....and we hardly made on the time of iftari....

the most interesting part was that my host forgot the hall in which table was reserved (with my name:p)...and we landed in a supposedly wedding iftar....but we didn't hesitate...we broke our fast there with samosa n kabaab....
then we started searching the hall with our seats reserved....got the table with the help of not very beautifull Sari wearing lady from Serena....
iftari started....dehi baray,, chana chaat and conventional things were being served....
unluckily i cudnt win a lucky draw:(...chocolate mousse was great as ever....shwarma was cold n haleem was tasty too...

then picture session...i was keen for pictures.....just to show off later.:p...

most beautifull moment was when i was presented with a chart printed with my own poetry and my memorable pictures....that was truely awsome.....will keep it forever with me I.A....some moments and some people wont miss a chance to make me feel happy and above all.....
Alhamdulillah i am blessed...:)

there was great display of art on the walls of serena.....

 my first visit to serena....my first and last impression.....OMG..:p this is beautifull...
was a great addition to my beautiful memories....thanx.to you:)